Catharine Maria Sedgwick to Eliza Cabot Follen Transcribed by Alyssa CarrizalesTranscribed on Primary Source Cooperative2024

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1Stockbridge March 4’ 1824 --Dearest Eliza --

You should long ago have had my thanks for your kind letter by Brother Theodore but I have had quite a fit of sickness for me, and probably from not being familiar with the languor and debility that follow it, I have yielded to it with some imbecility, so that you who etherealize on a sickbed, whose subtle spirit escapes from the ills of the flesh, would laugh at the spiritless way in which I yield to them -- -- --

I beleive dear Eliza that keeping company with you, and a few other spirituelles has not been without benefit to me, for though I have been so slightly and gently touched with the rod of correction, I think it has not been entirely without those ‘sweet uses' that are the blessings of adversity 1 in all its varieties -- Some moral and religious views have, as our bungling Country Parsons say been ‘opened up’ to me -- -- and I could not read you a homily upon the ‘advantages of sickness’ 2 but do not be alarmed I am not so presumptious as to make moral reflections to you -- or to boast 2 to you of the virtue of those wells of life, of which you have drank so deeply -- -- -- God grant my dear friend that all the discipline of his Providence may tend to establish the kingdom of our Lord and Master in our hearts; that it may all help to lighten us of the burden of the world, that we may go forward towards the mansions of our Father with a surer and a steadier step --

I do not know when I have looked forward to a Summer with such happy expectation as I do now -- -- I am determined that it shall not be my fault if we do not meet -- I am not without hopes that you will perform your promise and go to NY -- If you do not (or if you do) you have as good as given your word that you will come here -- and this is the best place -- but if you do not come here, this is a free Country, and the highway is open illegible and I am a free agent -- and I will go to Boston -- or wherever else you may choose to be -- I must see you my dear Eliza -- I dont know how it is, but I never 3 feel as if I was absent from you -- you are like one of my own family -- the fibres of our hearts seem so interwoven that when the chords of one are touched the other must vibrate -- I am sure we may so much accustom ourselves to imagining their presence of those we love, as to enjoy the best parts of the Swedenborgian system -- But after all these bodily organs will claim their dues -- we must see eye to eye -- we must hear the voice which can make our spirits sing with music sweeter than the spheral songs that poets have imagined in short, dear we must see one another -- --

I have thought a great deal of the probability you sometime since hinted to me that you should dissolve your present family arrangement in the Spring -- I hope not -- both on yours and Mrs C’s account -- I am in no way qualified to counsel, and can only hope and pray that what arrangement your wisdom shall adopt may result in the happiness of both -- I could find it in my heart to wish that fortune would lavish her gold favors for once on Mrs C -- and yet the wish is worse than idle one, for these same favors are not the bread of the Children of the Kingdom -- -- -- and we should persuade ourselves not to desire them for these noble minds that can be as the yoke of adversity -- --

For my book? 3 -- dearest Eliza my tenderest thanks for your sympathy and interest -- and for putting me in mind 4 of what I should feel -- -- but alas what I cannot -- -- I fear there is nothing dear Eliza in the thing that will ever make thy blue eye sparkle -- but I am sure there is nothing in the moral and purpose for which you need to blush -- -- -- You ask me to tell you all about it, but I have not the heart to rob it of the little interest that it may possess from novelty -- -- For myself I have got so thoroughly sick of that but for the remonstrance of my friends I think I should make an auto de fe 4 of it at once -- --

Thank you dear for your kindness to my brother -- he is all the better body & spirit for his visit to the Capital -- -- Harry is here and I should return with him, but I am not yet quite strong enough to undertake the journey --

H bids me tell you that he has bought a nice new house -- and expects you to pass next winter in it with me -- Sister Frances is here -- and all the family with one voice claim the privilege of their love to you -- Mine most affy to Mrs Channing & -- to Susan --

God bless you my dearest Eliza -- and take my tenderest blessing for your love to me --

Yrs CMS --

Letter

Massachusetts Historical Society

Catharine Maria Sedgwick I

Wax blot and tears. After Sedgwick's signature, her brother Harry wrote, "In token of ratification H.DS"

Miss Eliza L. Cabot --/No 1 Mount Vernon/Boston --

1824 is written in the upper right corner of page 1

An allusion to William Shakespeare's 1599 comedy As You Like It, Act 2, scene 1.

Possibly a reference to Jeremy Taylor's The Rules and Exercises of Holy Dying (1651).

A reference to Sedgwick's soon-to-be-published second novel, Redwood (1824).

An auto da is "the public burning of a heretic" (OED).

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